We begin to read the four special Parashiot of Adar this Shabbat. Each one should be seen as addressing a crucial need for restoration. The Sages saw the end of the year as a dead end with no way out. In terms of the natural course of things, there was no hope. The holiday in the middle of this month marks the swing from hopelessness to bliss. But that swing was a miraculous overturning of fate. Every year, that fate hovers over the month. It never disappears as the baseline theme of the final month. The four special readings are what propel us past this cul de sac and into the new year.
Each reading confronts a different need at year’s end to resurrect a part of the soul. [We spoke about this last Tuesday night in Beit Midrash, and as we’ll continue this coming Tuesday.] There are three parts: What we call Nefesh, Ruach, and Neshama, or bodily soul, spirit, and mind. Parashat Shekalim relates to the Nefesh, the part of the soul that interacts most with the body. When the Torah wants to say the equivalent of the English word “somebody,” it uses “Nefesh.” This is the part of the soul responsible for animating the body. The Rambam associates it with the maintenance of all of the bodily mechanisms that work, under normal circumstances, without consciousness -- digestion, for example, and blood circulation. The Torah explicitly identifies the blood with the Nefesh.
Shekel is the same Gematria as Nefesh, and participating in the giving of the half Shekel, the reading says, is an atonement for the Nefesh. It does this by allowing the Nefesh to express a value. A Shekel is a unit of value, and the giving of the half Shekel is an expression of value. One wants to put one’s money into things of the most lasting value. The half Shekel goes to the funding of the offerings of the community, the Tzibur. Unlike individuals, the Tzibur does not die. It has lasting value, and allows this physical part of the soul to attach itself to something that doesn't perish.
When people are talking about the fatigue they feel in the pandemic, it is not just a physical exhaustion. This affects the soul as well. It’s soul fatigue. This is what Adar comes to address every year. We all need a refresher of the soul at all levels but it begins with this most basic level of the soul, the Nefesh. We are so grateful to those who continue to step up with the Shekalim to keep the Tzibur going. They have shown the lasting value of community, which transcends the normal bonds of life.